Sunday, May 2, 2010
Well it is zero days untill graduation and the high school stuff has ended. Saying good bye to friends;leaving the teachers that have been the most wonderful people at school in your life. Wanting some comfort from others saying, "It's going to be okay in the big bad nasty world." Wanting to gain new friends before you leave. Wanting some more time in high school to truely figure out who are you and what will be your purpose in life. Leaving the drama behind. Wanting to leave a good legacy behind. Wanting to make sure that every thing is in place such as grades so it will look good for college. Wanting to go back to freshman year to redo it all over again but this time very differently. Wanting to be more popular than you were. Wanting to live better. Hoping that people will miss you just as much as you will miss them. Wanting your parents to be proud of you that you have made it to this mildstone in your life.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
My life untill now has been a roll a coster ride of up's and down's. At the age of fourteen i found out that my step-dad adopted me. At the time i was so full of rage towards everyone. How could this happen to me i thought. At first i hated my real dad. After a year of not talking to my step-dad i meet my real dad. I soon found out that he was not the awful person my step-dad told me he was. Its been two years this month since i have meet him. I have a awesome relationship with him i love him. I always felt a hole in me and once i meet him that hole went away. I don't get to see him the way i would like to but when i get to see him i make most of it. I remember the first time he told me he loved me it was on July Fourth 2008 i cried for hours after that. My dad has become one of the most important people in my life i really don't know what i would do if i lost him. This year will mark his third Father's Day with me and i couldn't be happier then i am right now!!!!
Monday, March 29, 2010
I have now weeded out one person out of my life. In seven weeks i will graduate from high school and some people that you have in your life now can cause drama and once high school is over you want as much drama out of your life as possiable. I want the rest of my life to be about me and my one day husband and kids. Some times you have to get rid of people you like or love for that matter to make your life better!!!
Friday, March 26, 2010
When you have so many people you love it's hard to decide which people to keep in your life it's so stressful at time's. When a new person come's in your life it seem's to create havoc on the rest of the people you love. Love is exciteing it has that feeling of warmth and knowing that some one think's about you. At the same time it can hurt so bad that you think you will die because of the pain that come's with it.